Dysautonomia of the Mind

With mental health issues becoming more and more common and concerning, how the mind functions requires our fullest attention. 

Just as your heart beats without you and your lungs pull air on their own, though you can take control of your breathing as you wish, your brain is always producing thought whether you are consciously thinking or not. 

Your dreams don’t feel like you thought them up because you didn’t — your brain was thinking on its own. Your brain is a shark, swimming for a living; in sensory deprivation the brain quickly creates hallucinations in order to continue to experience stimulation where none exists. Your brain is always thinking in the background, even if you cannot perceive those thoughts. 

What your brain thinks all on its own is undoubtedly crucial to understanding one’s mental health. But how do we learn to hear our brain’s automatic thoughts, or at least shift them in the right direction?

Dysautonomia, a physical condition affecting the things your body is supposed to do on its own, such as breathing, digesting, and maintaining blood pressure, has been found to be linked to several mental health conditions, such as autism and ADHD. I myself happen to have dysautonomia and ADHD with suspected autism. It occurs to me that perhaps some symptoms of mental health problems are in fact a kind of dysautonomia of the mind. When you are depressed or anxious, your brain appears to be producing negative thoughts on its own, without being caused by outside circumstances. Could this model of thought and mental health be the key to finding new modalities of healing? I think it’s worth looking into. 

The Only Time You Have Is Now

This New Year’s Eve, as many people are thinking of the future, I would like to share my belief that the present moment is the only place in which growth, change, and experience can take place. Only by focusing on becoming a better person right now, this second, and each passing moment, can you truly be who you wish to become. In fact, there really is no “becoming” — just being your best self right now. It all happens here. I also feel we must free ourselves from the oppression of our own negativity. This can only be done in the present moment, by refusing to fear the future, by being open to ideas that challenge your own, and by embracing your own power to create your own peace and joy. I have tried to convey this message in a poetic voice, set to some music I recently wrote. I hope it can be of inspiration or encouragement to someone as we enter 2022 ❤