She told me that stones lived, crept, and even flew, just slower than our imagined rate of time. Years later I understood how to love a river rock like a bird, for time pulled hard upon my beloved, until we were distant in the same room. Her breath became one unending syllable of a phrase I’d never hear completed. “Ahhhhhhh,” she breathed, and if time ran fast enough for stones to fly, she would say, “I love you.” I had faith enough to love her and this life she now lived, a love undeserving of pity from those who never knew the secret life of stones. I came to move slower, too. “Ahhhhhhh,” I breathed gently, my shoulder pressed upon hers, too scared to refrain from finishing the phrase, after a while: “I love you.” Then, last night some urban creature dug up the fallow flower bed outside our front window. When I drew aside the drapes in acceptance of another day behind us, I wondered about the torn earth -- would time heal this like a scraped knee? I set the question free, turning away from the living land. The garden had only a minor wound, and the stones of the walkway leading from the door were full of thoughts and dreams as always. My beloved was breathing, “Ahhhhhheeeeeeeeee....” I love you.
Month: July 2022
Singing in the Car
I love singing — just playing around really, not taking it too seriously. I recorded this in the car while Willow was in Canadian Tire. “When the Party’s Over”