Willow took me to Stonebridge Imports today and since I am not good at spending money on myself she made sure I got every single thing I wanted as my holiday treat! I’ve never spent so much in my life on crystals…not all at once anyway! 😀 I got Australian opal and labradorite earrings, nice flashy pieces of labradorite, amethyst, agate slices with druzy, a tiny but powerful little moldavite, a gorgeous geometric/fractal fluorite, a peridot bracelet, and moonstone.
She shut her eyes to see
a universe within, stunned
at her own second coming
Here, she was the artful creator;
here, she reigned
by her own decrees:
she imagined joy, and thus was joyous
as a newborn god, enthralled
by making herself
I often speak of my meditation-prayer, which is just to inhale thinking “Thank you” and exhale thinking “Bless you”. It is a simple thing, but how much energy you can pack into it and expand upon the practice is nearly infinite.
Since I love making spiritual tools, or pretty art pieces that have some function, I came up with the idea of a breath work “hour glass” — a rattle that you can use to help you breathe slowly and deeply for meditation. The motion of turning the rattle with each breath also helps if you need a little more stimulation during meditation and don’t like to keep completely still!
This my first prototype:
The energy body has been described in countless metaphysical models, and has a few footholds in modern medicine as well, at least insofar as the body clearly utilizes electrical signals in its functioning. Whether you believe in soul or brainwaves, the idea of the body expressing pure energy is not really an esoteric suggestion, as many scientists today happily admit that “everything is energy”.
At this time, however, the idea that we can engage with our own energy body and manipulate aspects of it, both subtly and dramatically, is firmly placed in the realm of metaphysics. To me, addressing both the energetic and the physical body equally only makes sense. After all, describing our thoughts (of which our lives are infinitely dependent upon) purely in terms of particles and matter is impossible. There is electricity dancing through your brain. We are both particle and wave.
How you interact with that energy depends on your metaphysical beliefs and paradigms. But I would advocate that everyone develop some kind of theory for engaging with energy – at least to maintain a little energy-body-hygiene. This could be meditating, yoga, Reiki, shamanism…the list of available options is impressive.
If I were to give a simple exercise that would be reasonable for most people, regardless of their metaphysical bent, I would say this:
Everything about relationships with energy, matter, and the infinite is about give and take. So just stop for a moment. Inhale slowly and say “Thank you”. If you like, you can imagine yourself receiving any sort of energy or (even just oxygen) from the universe around you. Then exhale slowly and say “Bless you.” Be honestly grateful. Give out your breath and if you like, your best ideas of blessings and energetic exchange. Now you’re breathing and exchanging energy with the Infinite. If you do it for five minutes it feels pretty good, too.
I believe that our paths represent our current models of reality, and that as we grow, paradigm shifts cause these models to expand and even bubble into whole new operating systems. I don’t tend to hold onto any ontological belief too tightly, as at any moment it could radically alter. Instead I suspend belief as much as possible, as Kenneth Smith explains in his wonderful book Shamanism for the Age of Science:
“One remedy for projection put forth by Zen teacher Shunryu Suzuki is to not believe in anything. This doesn’t mean to believe in emptiness, but suspend belief in arbitrary rules embodied in transient formations of reality. […] He is advocating a stronger relationship with potential, with a creative force, instead of being limited solely to human contrivance.”
This often comes through in my art, in concerns with my spiritual practice. I never hesitate to take apart old tools that no longer speak to me, in the pursuit of making something new. Today I got the crystal of my dreams, a fluorite from Muzquiz, Mexico, which represents a fractal form. It is symbolically important to me right now, so I took apart my old shamanic rattle — which I’ve already taken apart a few times now — and made something that speaks to my new inspirations.